How The Media Affects Me
Hey guys! I haven’t posted in a while because of the craziness of the new semester and rehearsals for the musical I’m in (more on that later). I’ve had a lot of different thoughts concerning the media (and by that I mean TV, movies, the internet, etc.) and how it can alter my day to day life. Though this is clearly not everything that affects me, there are things I have noticed as of late. Be warned, this is closer to a personal confession than one of my usual rants. So here is how the media affects me:
- I expect my life to play out like a movie. I get these ‘scenes’ of how I want things to occur and when they don’t happen the way I planned, I end up not enjoying myself. I’m working on being more open and spontaneous because of this.
- I’m honestly self-conscious about how I look, especially when I see all these perfect women on television and in movies. I feel like I can’t just throw on a pair of jeans and a t-shirt because I will see someone I know and they will judge me. I’ve always brushed this off as part of my personality, but lately I’ve realized it’s an irrational fear.
- I feel like I can’t sing in front of people because it’s not like what you hear on the radio. It’s clearly imperfect and I wish more imperfect things were on the radio today, because it may help remind us that we are humans and not machines.
- I expect grand gestures, just like how a guy wins over the girl in the movies. But I’ve soon realized that when it comes down to it, it’s the little things that count. I have soon learned to love the little things, like someone remembering a story you told them or texting you first. Honestly, I have always found a single rose more romantic because it is a small symbol of something greater.
- I honestly have started to realize that in theatre, or television for that matter, it doesn’t matter how talented you are, because if you don’t look the role you aren’t getting it. And I don’t ‘look the part’ for much. Same goes for women in the film industry, where there are men of all body types (some for comic relief), but few women who truly represent our society. I can only hope that one day we won’t have the mindset of ‘that doesn’t quite look right because she/he is…’.
Here is a good example of me ranting and trying to be deep, but failing to find the correct words. I may come back and try to pick up the pieces later, but for now this is what I have to say. I hope that even though you may not feel the same way or quite understand what I was trying to say, you can feel inspired to take a second look on how the media affects you. Until later, know that even though the pen is mightier than the sword, that pen can run out of ink from time to time.